All about Khloe

This week has been a very hectic week and its not over.. I work all weekend and so does Wyatt. I feel like we never get to spend time together but I am lucky enough to spend time with this little one...

 

Lots of time in fact.. She goes everywhere with me and were pretty good buddies. I still can not believe I have a daughter and a  funny one at that!

 

 

 

Were not potty training yet but she thinks shes ready.. at least she knows how to pull all the toilet paper down... look at that guilty face!!

 

She makes my days so bright and she is the sweetest/funniest baby I could ever ask for. She is the one Wyatt and I work so hard for to create a great life for.



How Pinteresting

These are just a few of the amazing things I am loving on Pinterest this week!!

 

 

 

Isnt this the cutest halloween costume!!!!!

 

 

The great pumpkin cake!! How cute is this!

 

 

 

 

I am in love with this whole outfit!!! Its adorable!! ( another motivator to get in shape!!)

 

 

 

Seriously the perfect work shirt!!

 

 

I am beyond... BEYOND in love with this outfit!!

 

 

 

 

This shirt is so cute!!

 

 

 

Now I want to go shopping!!!!

 

Have a great day everyone!

A letter to my Husband

Wyatt,

         Thank you for being so supportive and loving through everything we have been through lately. You are the most amazing husband and father. You make me laugh and smile daily. God has really given me the perfect person to spend my life with. We are total opposites but we fit perfectly together. Even when we go a little crazy know that I will always be right beside you in our craziness. I can not tell you how much you mean to me, words just don't describe it. I want to thank you for making me more relaxed and  less ocd... I didn't clean the tubs this week and it is not killing me right now. You have been my rock for the last four years... wow four years!! In that four years we have done so many things together, moved to a different state, got married, had Khloe, moved back to California, changed careers, and finally moved into our own place and bought about 3 cars in the last 4 years. I am also thankful we moved away for 2 of those years because I think it made us stronger as a couple and we had to stick together. I know we will have many more wonderful days and many more horrible days but together we can do anything. I love you so much and I appreciate everything you do for Khloe and I. You have made my life so much better in so many ways.

I love you,
Emma

Ouch!!

Work tonight was brutal!! I dont know why but I had a thousand projects and things to do!

 

My feet are killing me but its in a good way because working hard makes me feel good.

 

Also the sale stuff is amazing!! I had to hold myself back to not buy anything.

 

My brain is now fried so nighty night!

Bachelor Pad

Ok so who else is watching Bachelor Pad?? Seriously I dont know why I watch all these bachelor/bachelorette shows but I am a little obsessed and it is kinda sad.

 

 

Tonight is the spelling bee episode where they have to spell ... duh.. with this group it should be interesting!!

 

Funny part is.... children are judging and they seem to be a whole lot smarter than anyone in the room.

 

TV at its finest!

Things I love on a Sunday

1. Waking up to pancakes and coffee made by my hottie husband...

2. Getting to sleep in

3. Coffee... did I already say that??

4. Khloe in her high chair watching cars.. were a casual Sunday type of family

5. Knowing the only thing we have to do today is go get the car washed and grocery shop!

 

 

 

And for this... because it is just damn funny!

 



 

 

HAPPY SUNDAY !!

Fall is around the corner!

Im so excited for fall! are you??

Dear Track Pad

Dear Track Pad on my computer,

 

Please do not let Khloe shut you off anymore. I freaked.. thinking that my computer was broken and the world was ending. Thanks to my wonderful Husband it only took him 1/2 an hour to figure out what had happed. So thank you for working again and making me blissfully happy again...

 

Emma

Humble

I was driving the other day with Khloe and we were at a stop light it was red and a homeless lady was standing in the hot sun with a sign ... I cannot remeber what it said but the sight hit me hard. I have seen homeless people before its not like I havent but something in my heart just felt terribly sorry for her. I guess it was because I could never imagine being in a situation like that and I could never see my daughter be in that position. That woman was someones precious daughter. She was not just a homeless person, she was a human with heart and soul. I felt terrible because I never carry cash but I had a ton of loose change in my car. So I scrambled every penny together that I had on me, probably 4 dollars in quarters, dimes, nickels, and pennies and had her come over to me. She was so thankful for that little gesture. I am not writing this to make me look like a good person but more to show how little things like helping out another person can make a difference. I was reading the Bible this morning and it was about being humble. I know that I am not always humble but that is something I need to work on. We bought that BMW I wanted and the next morning I felt like I was not being humble in my life. Dont get me wrong we work hard for what we have and it is a struggle but I want to make sure Khloe grows up knowing that you should always be humble no matter what you have or what you dont have. And to be thankful... I know that I am so thankful for what God has given me and the last couple weeks have been pivitol in my life. Losing the baby has been something that has been so tough on me. Some people can get over it quick but for me it has been something that has been a humbling experience.

 

 

This pretty much sums it up

 



Squash Spaghetti??

Ive heard of it before and It sounded pretty nasty... BUT I heard again from the girl that does my hair how wonderful it is! SO I am going to have to try it...

 

It looks pretty yummy...

 

 

Ten minutes in the microwave and it is done supposedly...

 

we might try this tonight .. Im off now to run after Khloe its been too quiet I know shes getting into something!

Trendy

I went to work at Charming Charlie tonight and I noticed that a new trend in jewlery are the collar necklaces, and I am in love.

I love big necklaces and these look great with tee shirts or collared shirts.

Oh and lace.. Lace is perfect for Fall!!

Maybe I am way behind on the Fall fashions but I am super stoked about these!!

Find them HERE



Boots

Fall is fast approaching and I am in search for the perfect every outfit fall boot...

I want them to my knee or mid calf and a color that will go with everything..

I think these are the ones I am going to get... Boots are a fall essential in my book!

You can find these here...

What are your fall essentials??

Wake Up

This pretty much says it all...

Things I love this week

It is only Tuesday but already this week has brought some good news!!!!

1. Wyatt got a promotion... a route with a bigger commision and that means he might get me that red BMW I have been wanting so badly!! It is in San Diego and I keep telling him that when we sell the truck we could get it!

2. We already have someone interested in buying our truck and we will make some money off of it!! ( insert red BMW 3 series here)

3. My friend had some exciting news and I am so happy for her!

4. I may not have to work anymore because of Wyatts promotion!! yay me....

5. I might be selling Cookie Lee... I dont know much about this stuff but the girl thats showing me it is so sweet and shes making like $250 a party! ( Insert red BMW payment here)

Im a little obsessed with that car... can you tell??

Khloe and I would look good driving to play dates in that!!!

Good bye Monday

Geez these last couple days have been a blur!

Friday I went shopping with my friend and we went to Cabazon Outlet .. two words

JUICY & COACH

Yes we were in heaven! I have been to Cabazon a million times but I haven't been in a couple years and it was so much fun! I even picked up this little wristlet from Coach..

And since she is my scentsy girl I got all my stuff that night too! felt like Christmas!

Saturday I worked and Sunday I went car shopping with my brother... He upgraded his 350Z to a Infinity G37.. fully loaded... the car is amazing! I want one so bad!

This weekend and today went by too fast! Hope you all had a great weekend !!!



Baby Battle

Today has been one of those days where I am being challenged by a person that weighs about 26 pounds.

It has been battle of the baby today and literally took me 10 minutes to change one diaper because she was pulling the "alligator" move on me!

This kid is smart and she knows how to work me.. This is how I know she is my daughter.. she knows how to get her way and how to do it.

We were going to venture out into the world today and go to the mall but it is now 3:30 and I am starting to prepare for dinner and getting ready to hit up the gym.

Will life ever slow down just a little?? do I want it to?? I have no clue... all I know is that being busy is keeping my mind off of other things which is so good for me right now.

I have been reading a lot too. The last book I just finished is called Bared To You

It is sort of like 50 Shades but different. Still good but I prefer 50 Shades over this book but I still got into it.  The next book is coming out in October and I am excited to read it but I don't know what to read in the mean time...

Can you say stay at home mom problems...

I'm going back to work this weekend and I am still working for my retail job as well. They have been so great while I took off and went insane for a week. Not really insane but you know what I mean.



Awkward

Awkward ... that was my life yesterday.

Not that anything happened but mainly I spent to majority of the day watching the show Awkward.

I dont know why I love this show but I do.. dont judge.. guilty pleasure I guess.

Khloe slept for 3 hours during the day which is unheard of in our household so I took the opportunity to watch 3 hours of tv.. productive right???

I guess with Monday being so horrible ( Wyatt got into a car accident in his work truck which almost cost him his job... he is fine) I deserved to have a veg day.

I am slowly coming out of this depression coma I have been in the last week and I am feeling a little more like myself.

Went shopping with my mom last night and got some cute stuff from Victorias Secret.. I LOVE their tank tops & yoga pants.

I helped my mom get a dress for her anniversary trip to Catalina this weekend and a shirt for the Montly Crue & KISS concert they are going to in San Diego.

PSSSHHH work is calling  have a great day everyone!!!!



These shoes.. oh these shoes!

Little one

Miscarriage is something I never thought I would be a part of. That horrific "club" of women who have heartbreaking stories. Well sadly on August 2, 2012 I joined that club. Only six days after I found out I was pregnant. The ER doctor told me there was the HCG hormone in my body and the baby tried to start forming but something happened. This has been a heartbreaking time for me and my husband.

In all of this though I am so blessed to have my daughter and she is such a gift from God.

I was not that far along but the thought of our second baby starting to form inside of me is mind blowing.

This has been by far one of the most emotional and trying times of my life.

I have never had bad "luck", In fact most times things go the way I want them too or happen just right. In this case it did not.

A part of me is angry and beyond upset ... the other part is understanding that the baby had something wrong with it and It is for the best.

 I can not understand why this has happened to us but I know that God does have a plan. I am not sure what His plan is yet but I guess I just have to trust Him.

I am lucky that we lost the little one so early because I don't know how I would have dealt with it if I had seen its little heart beating. When I was pregnant with Khloe that was the one thing that gave me so much comfort.

To my little one I will never meet, I love you. I will never forget you and the moment of joy I took 4 tests that had shown positive. You were wanted so badly and I know that you will always be with me.

This whole experience has made me hug Khloe  a lot tighter and thank God for her even more. I am really so lucky to have her.